Welcome to This Is What You Are.com! This is the personal blog of Ruu/RuuSM.

NONE of this website has been knowingly made with AI! just the sweet tears of a real human figuring out html

7/22/2026, This is what I am?

It's a weird name for sure, i mean. This is a blog, shouldn't have I titled it "Whis is who I am" and not "this is what you are"? I didn't really think too much about it though. The phrase kind of means something to me. Back in 2023 I was going through a sort of a identity crisis. It was a dark time in my life and what got me through though was a game called Warframe. To try and avoid major spoilers theres a particular thing in the game the happens and, the scene, the music, and what follows really changed my life. The music in question is a track from the warframe OST called This Is What You Are. This song had influenced me so much that I got chills everytime I heard it. And the title too. It's hard to put it all into words. Maybe I will someday. Anyways moving onto 2024 I look up the song on the internet and find a song under the same name of "This Is What You Are" by Mario Biondi. Honestly I would 100% suggest clicking of and go listening to it right now. It is genuinly such a good song. This made me fall in love with the artist and the Handfull of Soul album and made me only love the phrase 'This Is What You Are' even more. Now I don't know what came over me to make a blog, I guess I just wanted a fun project that could also be a fun way to talk about myself online, which none of us get enough excuses for. But when I was thinking about a domain name nothing felt more obvious. And thanfully it was available! Anyways, I should talk more but I don't really feel like it so for now TTYS XOXO.

7/22/2026,

I don't know what I'm doing to be clear, I just like having my own little space on the internet. This site will evolve over a long time as I learn how this dumb shit works. And if your reading this, I thank you genuinly. I don't think I really make this for other people but having people read my silly little blog is nice. Maybe one day if im not scared enough I'll make a chatroom or a comment section or something. I do have some ideas for this which I have no clue on how to execute. And my current biggest worry is having ambitous ideas but not being willing to go through the pain of learning how to do it. I think that's why AI appeals to a lot of people. To us humans I think that a brick wall is the most frustrating things and we will alsways want to figure out how to cut through it the easy way. It's the reason that no one understand basic construction. I don't mean to sound like a boomer but if you gave a people the adequate raw matierials and tools to build a shed, they wouldn't really know and would be too scared to commit through that painfull learning proccess. I'm not saying they can't of course, if forced too. But people just really would rather an easier way, like a kit from ikea. Like I mean look around at how barebones this is. If I put this all through an LLM like google gemini or chatgpt and tell them what I want I'm sure they could do it. But I didn't make it, and I didn't learn anything. And what I have is something that an LLM made, not something that I made. Again I get that it's tempting but it's just never worth it. Anyways, I'll be back to this soon, but I'm gonna go work on buying the domain for this website and figuring out how ot get what I have here up on there. TTYS XOXO