Welcome to This Is What You Are.com! This is the personal blog of Ruu/RuuSM.

NONE of this website has been knowingly made with AI! just the sweet tears of a real human figuring out html

7/22/2026

I don't know what I'm doing to be clear, I just like having my own little space on the internet. This site will evolve over a long time as I learn how this dumb shit works. And if your reading this, I thank you genuinly. I don't think I really make this for other people but having people read my silly little blog is nice. Maybe one day if im not scared enough I'll make a chatroom or a comment section or something. I do have some ideas for this which I have no clue on how to execute. And my current biggest worry is having ambitous ideas but not being willing to go through the pain of learning how to do it. I think that's why AI appeals to a lot of people. To us humans I think that a brick wall is the most frustrating things and we will alsways want to figure out how to cut through it the easy way. It's the reason that no one understand basic construction. I don't mean to sound like a boomer but if you gave a people the adequate raw matierials and tools to build a shed, they wouldn't really know and would be too scared to commit through that painfull learning proccess. I'm not saying they can't of course, if forced too. But people just really would rather an easier way, like a kit from ikea. Like I mean look around at how barebones this is. If I put this all through an LLM like google gemini or chatgpt and tell them what I want I'm sure they could do it. But I didn't make it, and I didn't learn anything. And what I have is something that an LLM made, not something that I made. Again I get that it's tempting but it's just never worth it. Anyways, I'll be back to this soon, but I'm gonna go work on buying the domain for this website and figuring out how ot get what I have here up on there. TTYS XOXO